Thinking of You…
Monday March 24th 2008, 11:44 pm
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I tried to fight it and I failed. I tried to move on but I kept holding back. I tried to get over it but my heart wouldn’t let me. So now I will do my last resort. I’ll sulk and mull and think and whine and hope and wallow in self-pity.

To help me is quotes for the broken-heart:

"Deep down you know it’s best for yourself,
but you hate the thought of him being with someone else."

"Why am I afraid to lose you when you’re not even mine…"

"Don’t cry for someone that won’t cry for you."

"If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t likeyou I wouldn’t love you.
If I didn’t love you I wouldn’t miss you, but I did, I doand I will."

"I hate you for not letting me have you."

"I cried when I knew I lost you,
                      afraid I had lost it all.
                      Then I realized that losing you,
                      didn’t have to mean I lost me."

"One day you will seek love
                      and be sorry that you threw mine away."

"Don’t ever give up if you still want to try,
                      Don’t ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
                      Don’t ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
                      Don’t ever say you don’t love him if you can’t let him go."

"It’s like my mind knows what’s right
                      but my heart is being retarded and still cares."

"How can I lose something that I never had?"

"She’s got him falling head over heels
                      for her and I can’t even get him to stumble…"

"I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
                      a little too much, a little too often,
                      and a little more each day."

"You hurt me more than I deserve,
                      how can you be so cruel?
                      I love you more than you deserve,
                      why am I such a fool?"

"Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.
                      Why do I have tears in my eyes today
                      when he was NEVER mine?"

" If I could be anyone at this moment,
                      I’d be her so you’d love me too."

"Should I smile because he’s my friend,
                      or cry because that’s all he is?"

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.
~Bess Myerson

" The pain of
having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you, yet
not so little as to let you live. "

" For all sad words of tongue and pen,
the saddest are these, It might have been. "


~
John Greenleaf Whittier

" You don’t die from a
broken heart.. you only wish you did."

"Sometimes I wish I were a little
kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts."

" Ask me why I keep on loving you
when it’s clear that you don’t feel the same way for me… the
problem is that as much as I can’t force you to love me, I can’t
force myself to stop loving you  "

—-

I wallow in self-pity right now, thinking I don’t love you anymore. I’m angry, I’m hurt, I’m irrational. But tomorrow, I know, it will be the same. Tomorrow when I wake up and try to erase those wonderful dreams about you in my mind I’ll just realize I still do love you, I still have my broken heart and you still love her.

Nothing changed, only the pain is more unbearable but somehow I still continue living with a smile. Not crying even when my heart aches so much. Always thinking about the bright side while in truth I’d like nothing but to lie to myself and pretend at least while you’re not there to crush my illusions that maybe you do love me. And maybe I do have a chance with you.

—-

"I’d go through all the heartache, the tears, the loneliness, the pain all over again if you swear you’ll be waiting for me after that."

"Why is it I end up falling for the people that never loves me back?"

"I know I deserve better but I just wish I could have you."

"I’m so good at giving advice to my friends it’s confuses me why I can’t seem to follow my own advice."

"I’m looking where you cast my heart aside hoping the next time I see I won’t give it again."

"I’m empathetic to you, after all whatever you’re going through I’ve gone through it already. And I’m still treading farther."

"Why is it always, ‘I love you’ and ‘You love her’? Why can’t it ever be ‘I love you’ and ‘You love me’?"





     
1 Comment so far

Maybe because you better find someone that loves you more??? than you love them…

Comment by    -CeSs- 03.25.08 @ 2:50 pm



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